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Friday, November 12th, 2004
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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 83.3%
Never taken out of the packaging | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 88.1%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 71.1%
A fool for love, but not always | 77.7% | | Straightness | 33.9%
Done the nasty, but not creatively | 44.7% | | Gayness | 98.2%
Repressed, are we? | 83.7% |
| Fucking Sick | 84.1%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 73.91% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
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Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
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Thursday, August 19th, 2004
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so ive decided that im no longer going to coninue posting . . . no one reads no one comments and no one cares guys suck so do girls the world goes round oh well great departing words right? ha id say comment but no one will . . .
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Saturday, August 14th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:42 am. |
| Mood: |  disappointed. | | Music: | slience. |
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so im on one of my miserable days where i cry alot haha well ive come to the conclusion that no matter how hard u try to forget about a person and the things they have done to u that its completely impossible no matter what u do and how many people u try to go for nothing will help that person will be there forever that person has a part of u wether they like it or not and everyonce in a while when u think they have vanished without a trace n u finally feel relieved and somwhat better something occurs they show up one way or another and they just wont seem to let u live ur life without them in it in anyway at all and u beging to think about the good and what u miss when u know u shouldnt cuz of all that occured before so u try to block it out n u try to still ahve fun but ur being held back from the potential u could fufill well i thought i should share my apiphany with everyone and maybe u dont feel the same way but maybe u do n ur not alone . . .
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Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:10 pm. |
| Mood: |  pessimistic. | | Music: | yellowcard _only one. |
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so yea lately ive been kinda down my cars completely dead now its rediculous how bad a car can get in such a short period of time but yea no reason to complain over spilled milk or something like that but andreas coming up on saturday n im excited to see her i havent seen her in forever well in a really long time n monday my sister is moving in with us which is gunna be weird and hard to get used to but well live n wednesday is warped tour i cant wait for that it will be really fun n i cant wait im going with a bunch of people n ive been really sick lately n i ahve a doc appt on friday so i cnat wait to figure out whats going on but anywho im just around now so yea bye
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so yea yesterday uhh the day before yesterday went to justins and dropped my pants in front of everyone seeing as how i was with 2 exboyfriends n 3 girldriends it was all good cuz i ahve this HUGE brusie on my thigh cuz somsone no names coughcoughandrewcoughcough decided to bite me that was fine n dandy n then yesterday went to see troys mom i love her shes soo cute! n yea today i uhh well trying to make cinamon rolls i couldnt get it open so i use a knide being the smart person that i am n cut my finger open n then i preheat the oven forgetting to take the chips n shit out of it i mean jesus i have had chips n shit in the oven since i was a babi why for some reason did i forget to take it out tis ok though cuz my mom did it once before on christmas trying to make the same thing so she just gooes aww like mother like daughter funny shit n i got my ticket today woo cant wait ya know n i think tonite im going to chells house if u see this erin sorry i didnt call but im going out with that kid tonite n ill call u tom cuz im off n i was supposed to go camping but i dont think i am anymore n i have to go get lunch with my grandmom
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so my babis back home i missed her dearly shes bacak for a month from pa n i love her n my andrea is coming back to visit the week after this cmooing up one ive missed my jerz shes coming to get her stuff out of my basement n soon my jamies is coming home from az cool man its haaaaardcore been spending a lot fo my time up at hyway oil ya know i should werk there cuz i basically paint n give out cigarettes for no pay but yea so one of my cowerkers fainted at werk today not cool not cool at all and ive been haning out with my gf (marissa) & stef n i think tom er the next day im gunna get a hair cut n die soon so today i werked n then came home showered n then so ive done lot of thining lately n i came to the conclusion that no matter how nice a person looks on the outside they can be so horrible adn heartless on the inside :-\ it hurts to realize that but ya know ive been really lonely lately everywhere oi look i see couples lol it really bites hardcore ugh i really dont wanna werk tom. but its money in my hands which i need cuz this coming up friday buy my warped tour ticket woooooo gunna be fun fun fun n in like 2 or 3 weeks my sister will be moving in with me well as far as i know this is still occuring so i wont be online as much cuz shell either be online pr ill be out driving her happy ass around well thats all iahve to say for now
what color should i die my hair now leav eme a comment n tell me
a screw screw me boo boo < thast for my chelle u bets be saying brew screw when u read this
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so lately been hanging out a lot with rickie kev n michelle with the beach and driving laying in hte back of rickies truck during the freezeing cold wind while him n kev sit nice and comfortable insit the truck n spent a lot of time at hyway oil i practically werk there for free but rodger wont hire me he says girls will make more tips then him haha painting hyway was fun right michelle haha kev u gotin trouble
so yesterday i babysat with marissathen took zea home ( my car almost died on the way) then drove by stefs to see if she was home . . . she wasnt she got her license though wooooooo fer stef !!!!!!! wooooooooooooooooo n yea n then went to hyway to visit kev lol but no painting for me then :-\ i wanted to paint n then we went back to justins and might i add me walked yea far walk? maybe yea definitly loln me n justing cotton swabed couch fought that was an experience n then i was an hour late to coming home haha my mom told me i was grounded til sunday that lasted long
now for today me n stef were gunna hang out but shes gotta go job hunting today good luck n yea but im prolly gunna go up yo hyway and my brother is officially on his way to wemf aka world electronic music festival for the next couple of days so my home will be lonely
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Saturday, July 17th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | headache :-\. |
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so today was a pretty good day me and ben went to the mall and i made rickie late for werk cuz my car is a piece of shit and it died in the middle of an intersection but i didnt freak out this time like i did yesterday when i was alone lol rickie kept me calm haha i n after the mall i went up to hyway er however u spell it to see kev n tonite im going to the carnival n tom. im werking haha fun! now veiw these pics and be nice :)
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| Time: | 11:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | nothing rents r sleeping. |
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leave comments on what u think of the pics but please dont be too mean thanx :)
( SENIOR PICTURES!!! )
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| Subject: | wow |
| Time: | 9:16 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | anthem of our dying day. |
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so yea fun past week i guess lol got lost in the middle of eat bum fuck with ryan and michelle trying to get to batavia to pick up curt lol by the time we got back tog reece we had to take him home lol n then i got my senior protraits and they came out awesome!!!! lemme tell u i love them umm today was my road test and i passed! wo for ashley lol so i picked up my car today i love hvaing my own car and being able to leave when i wanna lol saw kim at the dmv havent seen her in forever she was sad cuz "just yesterday i was a lil baby" awww how sweet lol n monday im gunna go back to my dads to get my sister n what not n take her to get her belly button pierced and to the docs. n then tuesday is my trip which im very excited about woooooooo i miss my chelle oh so much even though i know she barely misses me prolly even forgot about me lol but i love her shes my other half and no im not a lesbain lol but ya know well im off bye bye
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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:49 pm. |
| Mood: | amused. | | Music: | nothing i have a headache and im sunburned lol. |
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 betty fucking page hell ya! curt gave me a website and i want this shirt betty page rocks my socks hardcore style!!!
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so i think for a while im just gunna have some weirdass subjects lol just as an fyi so today has been a rather quiet day no one really could do anything figures my day off lol but i miss curt ive thought about him a lot since he went on his trip but hes coming back either tonite or tom. which is very good but of course i have to werk tom. i miss my chelle i needed her a couple days ago n lucky when i got home i got to her i wanna thank her jess n erin fer helping me through my uhh thing friday nite at the mall go jess wooo u punched him in the face!!! haha im sure he deserved tit jess well im no longer in counsling lol this will be fun n yea i dont think this summer is gunna be as good as i thought it was gunna be :-\ but im sure ill live . . i live through every summer but idk this summer feels different idk im weird so i think sunday im gunna try n go to the drag races cuz they r this weekend n its my dads birthday so im pretty sure hes gunna be there lol my dad n the drags equals one happy camper lol yay my car is officially fixed and drivable now but i think sunday when i get back from my dads im gunna take steve shoppin he needs a new wordrobe lol he says the seabreeze clothes just arent werking for him anymore lol so im gunna help him out n hopefully ill get to see curt this weekend i fancy him a lot :) but im out to go rearrange my room everyone knows i need those bursts of change lol
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so its finally friday after having one of the worst weeks in my life it will finally get better tonite cuz i get to see curt :) yay but damn am i tired got p[aid yesterday but of course banks were closed so i hate to wait til this morning to cash my check lol n of corse i was half asleep driving to the bank cuz i was up late last nite cuz kev n tristan came over n by the way tristan is not a gender neutral name so it sux thta i ahve to werk this weekend sunday im going out to my dads with rickie to get his turck fixed n est lunch then back to werk after that woo for werk wooo for seabrease n steve making fun of me lol but i think im gunan go take a nap so tonite comes sooner lol chelle i lova u n im buying u regualr underwear tonite!!!! ahahahaha i love you!
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| Subject: | :) |
| Time: | 5:52 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | Story of the Year - Anthem of our dieing day. |
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so besides friday nite at werk n getting thrown up on ive been having a pretty good time right now i think i may have met a guy but with my luck it might not happen but he seems almost too good to be true and hes so cute with his mohawk and not in a lil kid way haha hopefully ill get to see my chelle soon too and me and rickie are haning out again supposed to go to my dads house sometime soon to get his truck looked at i dont really have anything to say besides that im actually happy for once lol like really happy haha oh well stef grad party yesterday much fun myu lil girls all grown up now tear :( but thast ok im off to use the phone and track down some money and my pack of cigarettes lol
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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| Subject: | ao yea |
| Time: | 12:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  satisfied. | | Music: | mad tv theme song. |
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so yea yesterday sucked i failed my road test horribly but thats ok that was just the beginning all my close friends are very proud of me for what i did yesterday thank u it took a lot of cahonas to do that but im proud of myself although i was not alwasy the person to bring it up yes i have brought it up but it was never al completely soley my fualt thank u i could be fake i could be stupid u knwo i could be just like u sorry good song so i def like being a red head its funner this way i love my michelle!!! my chelle my chelle ooooooooo my chelle so yea no work today n didnt have to work yesterday but im werking tom. and friday stefs grad party is saturday wooooooo my lil girl all grown up lol my lip hurts :\ but newho jess cool girl got me talking to some new people made me feel better last nite i cant find my belt hmmmm oh well
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Saturday, June 19th, 2004
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| Subject: | uhh huhhh |
| Time: | 3:47 pm. |
| Mood: | disappointed. | | Music: | Three Days Grace - Just Like You. |
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so my car is officially on the way to my dads house to be fixed . . but did he pick it up? no of course not cuz that would mean hed have to get off his lazey ass and come to greece but instead my god father and my step dad are bringing it down to his hosue . . . also my god father gave me money to register the car when it gets fixed he so nice i told him no but he said yes so i took it lolso today my dad basically tells me hes not coming to get me on oh yea fathers day hes not going to see his only child on fathers day cuz he lives an hour away and i have an exam monday morning well if he dindt move himself so god damn far away then maybe he wouldnt be having this problem as for talking to him i doubt that will occur until after my car is fixed . . . when i go pick it up from his house gotta love fathers that are ass holes so i hope all the nice decent fathers out there have a great fathers day especailly chelles dad one of the nicest guys ive met! welll im off to get ready for another long day at work seabreeze fun shit son
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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| Subject: | yea |
| Time: | 11:38 am. |
| Mood: | excited. | | Music: | switch foot - we were meant to live. |
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so sallies chasing nothing on the floor acting like a spaz and im taking all of oh yea a corner of my chair cuz bow n his lazey ass are sleeping behind me lol and frankies being a good fish n just swiming i had to clean its tank today n i had my history regents today hopefully i did good but idk essasy were easy mulitple choice wasnt all to easy . . . well now im counting down the day 6 til my road test and 13 til my trip i cant wait!! im so excited yay for ashley and finally going on a plane lol im scured n if i get there and im freaking out dont worry just having an anxiety attack no worries lol well im i decided to update cuz im just sitting here waitin fer my brother to get lol n im a red head now it looks good i missed being a red head its like a dark aburn yay i finally get some chair (bow finally got up) i got 3 more exams and im done and yea sun poisoning and of course juliet is barking her lil heart out at dusty cuz hes home now well im gunna go smoke a cigarette n idk prolly go back to bed sorry michelle i made u sit in my drive way cuz i didnt wake up this moning oh well lol my chelle i miss u n love u! n u forgot to call me last nite :( u forgot about me thats not cool but its k i still heart u!
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| Subject: | woo! |
| Time: | 8:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  giddy. | | Music: | Tom Petty my hero!. |
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yea man awesome made my day right there! ya muthaaaa fuckaaaaas!!!
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so yea today first offical day of werked and it was freezing and yea my legs hurt from standing but its all good cuz come thursday ill have money . . . so my brother came home from az yesterday and today i came home after finding zero DEAD i was told he went to canada for god knows how long and back to zero my lovely white fish with red dots died today fucking christ so much shit goes down in june i really hate this much just gunna have so much fun on the 28th and only a few of u know why like michelle lol n me crying in the mall so today wasnt all to good n this week has pretty much sucked since monday n if u read this im sorry forget i said anything just please talk to me again thats all i ask :| but then again i am a piece of shit that shouldnt be alive and im sure plenty of people agree with u and yea so im sitting around here bored waiting fer stef to get home n chelle to coem online to tell her i took off werk so i can go see her . . . . hopefully seeing her will make june all better again but idknemore . . .
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